Tomorrow I go back to work.
On one hand I'm ready to be in the "real" world again so I can talk to adults. On the other hand, I DESPERATELY want to stay home with my babies. Cole stayed with my parents Monday-Thursday. I had Natalie all to myself Tuesday-Thursday. She's really starting to "wake-up" to the world around her and smiles & coos. We snuggled together this morning after her 6:30am feeding. I held her close & we felt like we did for 9 months...breathing as one...etc. I feel like I didn't snuggle as much as I should have! JP & I were talking about how she was so colicky...but looking back..I don't remember how it was so bad. That was only 4 weeks ago! All I know is I thought it was the end of the world...I can't remember why though. haha. I start worrying that she might love Miss Tammy (daycare lady) more than me. Justin says no way....
I wish I could work and have them with me. That would be ideal. I don't want to miss ANYTHING. You other mommies feel my pain. It's HORRIBLE to be separated from them. One of my new years resolutions is to leave work immediately (when I'm allowed to). I HAVE to do this! I miss my babies already!!
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That's why I STALK Taylor at daycare with my Mommy webcam... It just makes you enjoy the time you have with them even more! Working lets you have a release/recharge and then all your good Mommyness is there when you get home=)
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